February 2012
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I don’t know if it’s my brain recovering from ecstasy and meth or if I’m so sick that it’s just effecting my head.
Weird pains in my head. Shitty throat and coughing.
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March 17th: Beyond Wonderland March 22s-31st: Visiting Canada March 25th: One year, seven months with my boyfriend
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Brain dead.
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Dash Berlin @ the Pallidium
was wonderful, until we went home to realize our ecstasy was laced with meth. Worst come down ever.
I had an amazing time with my boyfriend at the show. Dash Berlin was so amazing to see live. My favourite was when he did Till The Sky Falls Down. My boyfriend and I ran to dance and sing to it when we heard it come on. I also loved the Coldplay remixes. Dash played a remix of ‘Fix...
“they just told us about
our relationship
i really hope not
i never really...”
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Dash Berlin tomorrow. I can’t wait to roll and dance the night away with my boyfriend again.
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Anthropology: 73% Chemistry: 77% Psychology: 82%
Average: 77%
I need to step it up.
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“i see a lot of us in lily and marshal”
– Boyfriend about Lily and Marshal from How I Met Your Mother
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Dropped my math class.
I’m only 96.8lbs?
I feel like I’m 110lbs+ with this weight gain. Losing my thigh gap, all over again.
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Hello weight gain.
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I try to not tag along when it comes to the drug business. I found a connect for Xanax thanks to my friend, and had to be the one that picked up because the guy owed my friend some bars that I had to pick up for her.
I got hit on. Getting looked at and hit on by guys other than my boyfriend makes me extremely uncomfortable.
Men make me extremely uncomfortable.
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Imagine the Love
G Club in Hollywood, CA.
It wasn’t too bad actually, though I think my night was only good thanks to the blue Nikes we purchased there. The venue is actually kind of small and dirty. The plumbing in the washrooms were really weak or didn’t work at all. The ‘nightclub’ was about the same size as the venue I used to go to see local shows by my house, actually.
My boyfriend,...
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Rolled 2 blue Nikes at the show. So wonderful.
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It makes me so happy that we’re in a good place again.
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Valentine’s day was wonderful. ♡
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Went over to my boyfriend’s for the first time in what it feels like weeks. The drive to his house was weird. Pulling up and parking at his house was weird. It just felt like I haven’t been there in so long..
But actually seeing him out of school, hanging out with him for a bit was really nice. I honestly couldn’t stop looking at him when we were in the kitchen making him food....
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Me: Babe, I know this is random. Especially because we're working on our relationship for the better. When it comes to drugs, it doesn't matter if I'm afraid for your safety. I don't want to be the person that stands between you and what makes you happy. I kind of just learnt that from the show I watch, changed it a bit and put it in my perspective. And kind of realized what I did to you. But I really want you to know that.
Boyfriend: well thank you for this :)
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The Big Bang Theory: Season 5, Episode 5
.. I am Burnadette. This whole episode is honestly what I was exactly, last week with my boyfriend.
Howard as an engineer got a job to work in Space, and Burnadette as his fiance, loves him and just worries about him and his well-being.
Burnadette to Howard:
I just did what I did because I love you so much. And the thought of losing you is more than I can handle.
You’re my soulmate.
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It doesn’t matter if I’m afraid for your safety. I don’t want to be the person who stands between you and what makes you happy.
Something I really need to say to my boyfriend about him and his drug use.
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“It doesn’t matter if I’m afraid for your safety. I don’t want...”
– Burnadette from The Big Bang Theory about Howard going to Space
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6 days until Valentine’s Day. 10 days until I get to roll for the first time in 2012.
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The realization that I always go for guys who have a thing for blonde white girls..
Every. Single. One.
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I hope we’re better.
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Scorpio male and Capricorn women →
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Scorpio man and Capricorn women →
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What if you don’t miss me?
All we do is fight now. I don’t even know how much longer I can really take it because it’s not small arguments, it’s fights that can easily end our relationship.
I’m trying so hard. I’ve never tried so hard in my entire life to keep someone.
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If I won the lottery, I probably wouldn’t tell anyone. But I’d give my mom a million, for sure. Help pay off my dad’s debt so people can stop looking for him. Get a Toyota Prius because my current hybrid car always has problems. Buy my boyfriend a newer computer. Maybe my own place, but small.
Save the rest. Keep going to school. Keep looking for a shitty minimum wage job, but I...